nyneishia and her lifetime problematic friendz

Nyneishia, nothing wrong with her but her friends are a bit problematic..or that she is so sweet that it was difficult for people to judge her.anyway she was still a heart winner in her groups due to her sincereity. and it was that she was too true to mess up with her..at the age of maybe say L.K.G, she remembers to be in the class, a small room with accomodation of 30 students, looking out of the windows taken away by the mermerishing beauty of the golden brown dried autumn leaves swaying in the air with overhead light blue sky. This time of the year always used to be attractive bringing a sense of protectiveness in to her life. The fuller playground with little nippers running around,some under the tree having their tiffin feeling cosy with their friends.life was just so easy nothing to worry about untill one grows big. As the age advances the problems too.As said in the spiderman movie,great power comes great reponsibilities. Yet small nyneishia wouldnt think of anything that day.As her senses was sealed with the external with the agreement of just getting lost. Later after school hours, returning to home was a great reward as after the days work she was able to satisfy the her homely pleasure (her home food...awesomest one,cartoons on the tv at 5.00pm as that time they had only one channel running on the tv...no cables nothing,)however she desire for drawing developed accidently when she was accompliment for her first drawing that was a flower.she was quite happy with it too but she has not presevred the drawing as it was a turning point for her to know that one of her skills were drawing..quite happy she proceeded. waiting for her mother to come, nyneishia finished her daily routine and as her mother arrives, her ponds on her to tell her days activity.Later both mother and nyneishia would sit and do homework togetherit was fun. nyneishia had lots of friendz in the school. Not particularly anyone as she used to speak to anyone sweetly. separarte treatmnet depending whether you are a boy or girl, tryannizing over the boys was her main goals, not because she enjoyed but she comes from a family  where till hell freezes over, they would praise and celebrate if a girl child was born. nyneishia has always seen this from her childhood..so the small mind has retained it only for it one day to take into consideration. so nyneishia was detreminant to prove that she was no less then the boys..physically and mentally..towards the girls there was always a consession as they were girls. most of her life was ruled people opinions, so called friends, relatives who themselves were no sure about there future were advicing. mostly friends used to always dominated..nyneishia never felt the pressure initially. as in the class she stood first but as time passed by after the birth of her younger sibling when mother left her on her own due to the responsibilities, poor nyneishia was devasterated. she dropped quitely and it took her time to come.mother turned angry for every fail marks in the exams, she taken took in charge of the responsibilities and started to build from square one. she did everthing on her own. she ws brave. but still her friendz scored more marks then her, she was tired hearing her mother rebartative remarks and as far i remember, she was in great derelict about her future..but till kept on with it....with a pugilist attitude she fraced it..though it was difficult initially, as time passed by more friendz more comparsion took place..she was frustrated with her life.but from all these one thing is clear that life should be made purely on your basis. as you are the master of your faith. it is very important to support our loved one till they are capable to handle on their own... 

Nyneishia

Nyneishia, a little from nowhere,learning to live life like how it is to be....Taught by the parents to be sutle and calm..not being to cosy too..she is kind of confused with her life...she is being dragged into unwanted discssion...wanting to be with loved one she used to sneak out to see whether the shadow of her protective loving parents are always with her or not.relieved with sigh,she proceeds to continue with her studies.studies was never her goals as she aspire to become one day a great artist as her artistic desire made her to be free in her opinion and her introvert ideas would spew in the form of freelance lines put down on the paper.she was always good with words and always anything in her life, put it in a poetic and philosophical way.her dreams were merely bigger in her which semed to be impossible to others was a pulchritudinous reality in her own world. something very madly dragged her into believing that she would achieve anything,but somehow it was suppressed due to some grotesque causes or sometimes some idiopathic causes. family somehow sometimes never went beyond comparing among children.among all these, the entire she missed her mother,who took care of her till her younger sibling was born.at the age of 6, she had to be things which she was dependent on her mother for, she waited to feel safe to be in the arm of the mother as her mother was a working parent....the real story starts from this end..the really life killing feelings, the pervailng melancholy atmosphere soaking in all the halcyon days of her life..partly involving her important years of a girl as her grows big..