Fiction side to practice

Its been long to me, silence had reoccured again and again and not knowing when to hault it, I continued to remain in hide with my own self.

I am grown up now in medicine college, besides listening, writing and reading which most medico do. I have been silent. Its like medicine has taken from me what I had earlier, liveliness, smile, laughter and induced me with shame, worry, hatred towards it.

My admission in a medical college was purely to satisfying my parents dreams of being a doctor what I wanted to be I never knew at all. I scored less in semesters, failed almost all practicals, I retained myself from throwing out in the public. I never understood the mentality of a being in the making of a doctor. Few years, down the line, I wonder how would be my scenario in my daily life, whether I would be happy practitioner or miserable medical student?

My life surprisingly had lots of things going on and I wished that it had ended long back in time.

I wished I was friendly, open enough more than just an introvert.

I get bullied at college and at home for my academics achievements.

I do believe there are students like me who wished to be on the success roll and would love to be infront of everyone and succeed in the future.

I am silent, dark human who woudn't care enough to look through various things and submit love to each and every patient believed to be.

I am JUST A DOCTOR.

An Upward graph

compare to last year, my life is taking an upward graph, success was never tasted by me before. Feels abit different. Finally i have all those who are actually concerned with me and my family, my emotions and all. Got my first purchase for me , really happy to know that a tabloid and my aim to get an apple iphone is still pending for next year. Having bmw still its place in my heart, I look upon to buy more of the luxuries items in the coming year. Some reply from my uncles are a big shots in gulf are also positive about my job placement in gulf. I want to work really hard, and i have always dreamt big, to achieve big and look forward to work with big people.I have learnt the hard fact of my life, for me success runs behind me when i am solemn and hardworking and not concerning with other people. I had a quick thought yesterday and the feeling was good, working for a hospital close to my school would do great for me. When i go gulf, it should be like i am already an established person and want to establish abit more MY fingerwork, footwork....writing and walking to different places has finally turned into my favoured. 1 thing i noticed whatsoever effort on my side to succeed and worked, and never stop dreaming biggest lesson of life!!! Mt father a living legend to me has it all, yet a soft while talk, this man has tasted bittreness right at a veryyoung year but still, he strive it on. I have to put alot of my effort as aborad isnt easy, lots of barrier but still success is sure... email.nmnikitamoolya@gmail.com

Sprechgesang at the concert taught my attention

Well weird topic but i got to or maybe did like to elaborated for my viewers.

As a tinny toddler, concert shown on the tv always fancinated me alot. People initially who didnt know the style informed about it as vilify the situation. People have changed rapping too has become something part of music in this modern day of civilisation. If our tymphanic membrance of our ear doesnt get the hard and not so understanding voice then its of no use. Our ossicles,middle ear, stapes are all in the hope for some hard one at times...

Well ONCE me and michael were in front of tv, seeing concert of mid 80's older ones but we enjoyed and today when i see with my friends its like we literally start dancing on our toes.
Music has no boundaries said by people all over the world and especially people connected to it. Musicians like rihanna,pitbulll, nayer, don omar, eniem, britney, Janet jackson, MJ,hisham have taken it to great levels in their languages and cultures.

Borwsing their collection in my case and playing according to the situation if good then good, if bad then bad.:) the reach for the real music ones on :)

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Dilly of a lenitive life

At a young age of 12, I never thought much except to make a dilly of my lenitive life. But still to make it too obsolete from time, Trouble come in all forms. But still i am adamen this time. Thanks to my egoistic nature and stubborn decision somewhere it has benefitted me.

First in the option, I considered to be a businesswoman. Have my name in forbes magzine to be in the top 50 influenciaql peple we have in the world.Then was my mother's dream to make me a doctor. At one point  did consider becoming a surgeon but again the inner business typcon wasnt interested in persuading it.Dream of getting MBA from australia , one of the splendid places in the world, thinking of it only gives me kangaroos image first, exotic location, blondes here and there, great cruisine, really i can never enjoy this pleasure and richness in all country. Then pursue my studies in London internnational programmes school and work to have my place in busines. I am not scared or nervous with the idea of buisnessmanship since my family has come kind of business running so Its kind of good fate to be born in business family. Grand-dad and dad has been my legends in this matter, they are my inspiration and are self made people.

I always wanted to capture these ideas but sitting at one place during recess and waiting for the 20 minute break to just gash off like water, I am serious it used to be like that tiffin, friends, running playing catch and catch "Oh what a fun!!" But there were times i get lost in my thoughts and the typcoon in me starts planning for the future business set-up.

Mocked for not living to my standards and thinking big would be my crime. OH yeah! crime and ideas remind me about Criminals serials and investigatory documentation in AXN and STAR WORLD, but yes scrubs and FRIENDS have still kept their positions in my heart.

Here i hear the bell to go off and we should be freezed for the next few seconds, funny to have it , as you feel like breaking the rule voluntarily. Then the bell rings back and i go to stand with my friends in a straight on the ground and from there march-off to my classroom.

But still i look back at the end of the day to see what i achieved as a youngster is a fantastic dream, if when achieved would make a dilly of my life or not then again shouldn't be disapponted , everyone is here on this planet for some purpose to achieve themself and to achieve the impossible...

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Being Author:Is it my cup of tea?

Wondering whether did I have an author'S hand and author"s thoughts and author ideas to go wild, well here starts the story...

I always go to library to get books at the time of library peiod, I never looked at the stakes of books for long, i just grab the thinnest book so that I dont have too run through alot of pages for the wEek.

Once in a while I turned to my right to see the stakes , then to the receptionist for my book card , submit and go. But this time it wasnt the same, I had a project to complete needed some reference from the library, After my recess, I had been to library. I entered the library, receptionist as usual sitted at her desk, I asked for the books, she pointed out at the second row first column. Heading towards it, gave me the old books smell.I was caught by its smell, like how I am attracted towards petrol smell at the petrol station, I draw my windows down while I am in the car and take it like the air freshner in my living room.

When through various books, I actually had physics assisgment But never mind to glance at others. As a child, I loved reading Nancy drew, hardy boys, autobiography, world records, general knowledge books, and yes biology FAVOURITE.....But i had a glimpse of some unknown authors with their unseen work right in front of me. I grabbed some books, Felt to feed my reading appettite ofcourse. some when to the reception, handed my book ot the librarianand asked for a week to finish 5 books.Shje smiled and gave me the permission.

When to my class, more hten my novel books, i was excited to see the physics books. science always excite me. Always wanted to be a oncologist, fascinated with the cancer stuff and reading it gives me a thrill

After completeing my physics reference, photocopying the matter from the textbooks. at night after my dinner which was an indian thali, and before a good night sleep, i got to my favuorite part, my treat which was chocolate war thats chocolate fudge, chocolate sauce and chocolate icecream yum yum. and saw the novels out of my bag. I grabbed one of it and started reading it. Interesting a 45 page book , story about a militarian whose life is at stake till the end, though some technical terms didnt digest me...

But by the end writing a story isnt easy, its good lot of detailing and stuff, you need characters, story, scenes, you need to be good, thats what i learnt from it to be honest and an idea which catches readers mind...

after a worthy reading, i decide to go to sleep, switched off my bed lamps, rolled my blanket over me and out to sleep and some of the story scenes also coming in my dreams ...

Morning i woke up, saw the window with the sunlight entering into my room..and smiled to myself and thought..can I become an author?

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The Search Began at School

I wouldnt imagine a day without school, without classes, teachers, books and lectures. Everything like usual have their own importance in my life. Skipping school is like leaving your home for 1 day. I remember the whole new day's beginning and at the end leaving the one.

One day stands quite prominent, the first time other then friends, books, techers,..this time crush had come into picture. My first crush, he was in teens like me, saw him on the poster of a fantastic film Harry potter, thats right, the series hero, Daniel Radciffe. Blue-eyed thin lipped britisher, striking feature definately the eyes. Got interested to see him in person for sure, dreams of a teenager or maybe a kiss or a lifetime love ;)

I kept looking up for his interviews, his glimpse would give me happiness like an admiring new gf, collected his pictures, his flms review... in short in love with him...With time his movies second series was out, again his eagerness started. Along with him, JK Rowling for her wild imagination, her creativity, her audacity to think beyond her limits.

I thought looking at this guy, for sure someone near to him should be my lifetime hero and then i started growing big, the search continued and not so appropriate guy out there.. But thats the fun, finally i have started looking at things which my friends were looking long back..

After lots of fun at school, returned home, watched my regular show, eat lunch, did my homework, played with dogs.. I realised at the nd of the day...not all about having a guy in my life is necessary, that can be waited for some more time...u never know tomorrow has some thing or i must sa someone special in store for you...FINGERS CROSSED ;)

Nyneishia what i thought to be my daughter's name

Dear Readers,

i started off this blog with a story of my Little Nyneishia. I had once decided to keep my baby girl's name as Nyneishia. Not that i never thought of the name for my boy if get, but definately something really caught my attention when i started off to write this story.

Being a young girl, i always wanted to be an author which actually made me to write this blog. for a story was typical of characters, scences, drama, emotions, deep thinking, so having writing a story in my girl' name would really give me an edge to my drive to become a successful one.

I as a child, teenager, adolesent and now adult had lots to see in life like others. But drives me crazy about myself is that after all that i stood as if nothing happened.

I am writing this blog of little Nyneishia just to put down my ideas what i have collected in my life and what i have recieved from others...

Stay tuned..stroy is about to bringing u all the twitch and turns :)